5th~ VIVO MARCHE

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! Back again ^^
damn myself, had not enough sleep..
Mmm.. today in skl i do le the water pump thingy.
Yup yup~ gary did something stupid again..
by placing the glove on his head aka bold head like that..
LOLx laugh like mad.. Mmm nasir's lesson..
i too tried and fell asleep as usual lor..
After skl waited for DarDar..
went to his place awhile den go home le..


Tonight's Dinner - Marche at VivoCity!
Ordered alot of food lor.. Mmmm OISHII!!!!






Total bill was $80.. Haha.. a bit expensive la hor.
after dinner, went walking around..
i spotted a pair of slippers.. $9.90 rippler.. not bad leh..
Mmm.. entered one shop, similar to the one we went in Japan.
KAWAII NEH!!! i went hugging almost every soft toy.. haha.

*My Anata & Me*-[left to right]

4th Night~ KTV

Wooot~ once again i'm here =)
Life is getting BETTER le bah. ==
Mmm.. Reached skl 8.40am aka LATE..
LOL!!! CAD lesson, prepare to freeze!
Did the stupid circuit thingy..
teacher say must rmb whole thing..
den next week got test. cannot referto pic de T_T
took alot of pictures LOLx!
Early release, went straight home after lunch.
Mmm.. tired day, slept on bus like a pigggy..
Afternoon at 2pm, went Thomson CC.. Family KTV!
Haha.. today duno what thing make me so high lolx.
i sang A LOT of SONGS lor.. All got pull true feeling in it de.
haha.. My mum say i'm not myself today..
like another person went into my body like that..
2words to describe : KI SIAO!!! hahas.
sing sang sung for 4 hours non-stop.. worse den techno sio!
Dinner at the near by LONG HOUSE!!
had my favorite food.. dun tell you =x
hahas.. went down for swim at 9.30pm, swim till 10.30 LOL!
Nice chatting laughers all the way..
but still there's weird feeling, something is still missing.
hahas, i'm abnormal today. no one can tell worx..
they will only think that i ki siao nia.
HAH!!! end here...
*random pics*

My CAD LOL~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~





ORANG PISANG
Fruits lol.

3rd night dinner with daddy

Today aka 29july.. Went skl late..
slept in class for the 1st lesson..
S&W played badminton till whole body sweaty..
went out during break time..
late for chin lesson.. hahas.
my work piece[of of them] going to be done le..
blah blah blah.. Fool's lesson did shouldering.. DONE!
released early, go meet dardar^^
went home at 6.. reached home at 7.40pm.
DINNER IS STEAMBOAT!!!
haha.. chatted a lot of things..
stories about family.. good and bad memories.
learned new things too.. ...
haiz.. whenever my dad talks to me about my future..
i always duno how to answer him..
i really duno what in the hell future will i be..
i have no ambition yet. still not sure what i'm good at..
Man, how sia? stressing again liao la.. ==

2nd night with dad

o0 hahas.. today after skl went dardar house for awhile.
den took BMW aka Bus Mrt & Walk.. to somerset.
Asked for directions to get to Orchard Grand Court..
Dinner was buffet, get all you want..
Didn't manage to take pictures,
course my handphone low batt le..
Haas.. after dinner went to Clark Quake..
it's been a long time since we last went there..
Not bad, i always wanted to go there with friends.
A new ride "SWING" de.. but i prefer the shoot up one.
I WANNT TO PLAY!!! but no one pei me.. T_T
student price $30.. aka my one day pay.. LOL
*FINDING PPLE TO PLAY WITH ME*
went walking around.. saw MOS, LUNAR, GOTHMOS etc.
i tried one ice-cream today, turkish ice-cream.
1 scoop cone, cost me $3.. Vanilla flavor..
Not bad la.. but not as nice as i thought. hah.
went home straight after that..
slack at the swimming pool, enjoy the night breeze.
=) that's my day (=

dad come back 1st day

An apple a Day Keeps the Doctor away~


Today after fetching my daddy, 2nd sis & auntie,
we went to Tampines de IKEA..
go there walk walk, show auntie around how the fuck sg is..
LoL.. found a table that looks like suntec de fountain..
the Pic below.. haha.. so alike right? haha..

Did something really stupid, coz nothing better to do.
My hat^^ very big right? haha..
Brought my favorite sweets too ^^
Bring back memories in secondary skl..


Dinner went Novena- Velocity-
Nice car huh? haha so cool..

Went ichiban sushi~
pic pic & pics.. Retard photo too =xx







bad flu and headache..
hope i dun faint in skl ba..
i miss dardar.. love sick liao.

sick,emo

Last night.. something funny happened..
LOL! even me laughing at myself too..
having a sweet dream is good of course..
but it was sweet till i roll down my bed..
ROFLMAOZ!!! *bang* hit the floor..
damn bloody painful lol.. heng didnt blue-black
Zzz i'm 100% sick again.. =.= got flu again. =xx
same routine everyday and night..
this few days after skl, go dardar's house slack..
reached home, audi audi audi..
sianzz.. today onwards.. worse.. confirm dead de..
my daddy, 2nd sister & auntie come back from hk.
later going airport to fetch them..
staying here for a week, my mum, dad & auntie go back hk.
for one week, must reach home early,
no going out with friends, talking on phone etc.
haiz.. 100% stressed up by dad de.
den all of you can see me damn emo liao..
so many problems to settle.. haiz..

[this few days de mood swing damn jia lak]

chamber

didn't go skl again, this morning kana wake @ 7am.
damn it la.. stupid tingting.. call call call.. piao piao~
not enough sleep, some more got panda eyes..
Went Yishun Mac for Breakfast.. heyheys >< !!!
long timg didn't eat mac breakfast le..
had HOTCAKEYY, really hot arh.. asuii!!!
LoL.. did something stupid too..



went over to chamber, bored where got pple so early go lan de.
nothing better to do luhs.but a warning to everyone.
dun ever ever go chamber! the comp there sucks hell.
fucking suck hell laggy.. some more damn cold there.
sianz, wasted my 1hour and my 1 dollar LOL..
Zzzz went da tingting's house slack, bored dead again.
her comp damn zai, no maple no audition..
all kosong de, as laggy as chamber de comp.
slept there till 2 plus, too tired le..


on my way home, met many sec friends,
shanni, LL, wendy, geogi etc etc..
Mei Earn!!! haha! my close primary skl friend.
it haz long so long since we last talked,
still very close friends 7 years friendship still counting =)
[maybe i shouldn't have pon skl today ba]
**ROTTEN YOSUKe** -dead without audi

happy 2 months anniversary

TODAY IS A SPECIAL DAY!!!!
HAPPY 2 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY TO US!!!!
i love you my darling <333

不管发生什么事 ，
我和你永不分离。
不管天翻地覆，
我唯一爱的就是你。
我会珍惜在我们一起的每一分，每一秒。
我会慢慢的把我内心的话说出来。
也会让你看到我真正的笑容。

20july

this is the time i reached home =)
Post: 20.07.08

me and my baobei dardar went ps to catch a movie.

~-=[The DARK KNIGHT]=-~
the movie starts at 8.55 pm..
so we went.. walking around..
went arcade, see dardar play bball.. haha.. new record.

1st record was 627, 2nd was 639..
dardar DID improve worx.. hahas..
surprisingly we didn't know that there was an event.
at level one, *PS feast your eyes* and luckily..
we have the chance to watch it.
the japanese taiko performances. aka japanese drums.
Haha.. as what he promised to dance in front of me de.
with his lj pattern and a retard face.. kawaii desu!!!


-=[Please do enjoy the videos]=-
*tilt your head if needed*

sianz

ytd aka sat 19.07.08
100% died out of boredom
dead bored at home, rotting.
white hair growing on my head liiao.
learning something fun =x
looking forward to tml.
end here. nights

bad day

moody day as usual.
don't have any mood to study.
after skl nothing better to do.
slacked around meet up with dar.
didn't really talk much.
before heading home,
ly did something stupid. joker sei.
pple do pull up normal pull den up de ma.
he hor.. Climb up de LOL.
damn funny, laughed like hell.
the only thing that makes me smile.
after those laughers, bad things happened.
on the way home, board bus 70.
[ps dun mind me scolding..]
NBCB!!! fucker sio!!!!
that lao ah peh sitting in front of me,
keep turning back & harass me lor.
fucking irritating, heng my bag no pk,
if not confirm stab him with it de.
NB!! me so moody le, YET he still continue,
making irritating sounds, turning back.
worse still he keep wanting my attention,
er xin still winked at me.
oh man! pls la! fucking er xin lor.
go look into the mirror see how er xin u are lor.
disgusting creature! next time want di siao siao.
go find chicken la. NBCB!!!
fucker sia.. i changed place, he follow.
eeeeeeeeeeeeee.. thinking of it makes me vomit.
thank god. he alight early & not following me home.
this is the worse day ever.

hi.. i'm here to curse again.
Langa by car, break off his head,
seperated bodies parts.
Dig his eyes out.
stab his head with pk,
let his brain juice flow out.
Separated organs and bodies.
Skin hanged on his house door.

Check it out!

moodless

these few days mood swing really terrible.
didn't have the mood to update.
found myself loosing interest on what i'm studying.
dun have the feeling of motivation going to skl.
damn sick and tired of everything.
why do things happened so fast and sudden?
stressed. i scared one day i can't take it anymore.
and that day is near, what should i do?
nobody can help, it's all by myself.
everyone says future is in our hands.
but how will it go when i didn't have any goal or ambitious?
sitting there waiting for my life to end?
or should i just end here? since it's just darkness to me.
everyday go skl with a mask on.
you think i'm happy? no i'm not.
haiz.. i better stop here ba..

PS - Sorry everyone, I think BROKE the PROMISE again

sad

who would ever understands me?

didnt go skl

.
Skl re-opens 1st day.. ABSENT!!!
LoL.. Feeling unwell, no mood to go skl..
Slept till 12noon den wake up..
Found that my phone was flooded with msg..
Haha.. i'm sure they miss me huh..
Slacked at home whole day..
As usual Audi whole day.. play till sian..
Evening went out with mum,
walk to the near-by hawker for dinner.
Chatted along the way there and back home..
Rested at house downstairs de swimming pool.
Enjoying the breeze, lying on the tanning bench.
Brought ice-cream too.. So cold =x
Quarrel with mum too.. haha..
Not big deals la.. Just joking type.. Damn funny..
Took some pics too.. haha.. too bored.

skl tml?

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So Bloody bored today..
Woke up at early 9am..
Actually wanna go park walk walk with mum de.
End up sitting at home chatting..
Arhh!!! Stress by my Dad..
He offered me to go for a trip only us.
To any places.. Man.. how can i confirm with you so fast?
Not that i dun wanna go.. Is that..
I want WE, WHOLE FAMILY go together.
Man.. He dun seems to understand what i want.
I repeat here.. I want a warm family trip.
Haiz.. Damn bloody moody la..
Haiz.. Things cock-up so suddenly..
How am i going to settle it??
All things must depend on myself.. Cannot be helped.
Haiz.. haiz haiz haiz.. Growing white hair le..
AIYA!!! ALL MY FAULT LA!!! NBCB!
== tml duno whether got skl or not leh..
i dun feel like going le lor.. No mood. No feel.
Some more confirm got rumors de.. haiz.
No mood blog le.. end here..
I'm Emo as usual.

jen ml

/\/\/\/\/\/\
Yesterday went out with jen & ml..
Haha.. so long didn't meet up le..
Missed each other of coz..
went for a movie too.. @ Bishan..

10promises to my Dog..
A sad & touching movies..
Makes the whole cinema pple cry..
Even guys cried okay.. Hah!
SO DID I.. Jen thot i didn't cry..
><>
5 stars!!! Love it!!!

Chalet 2 - 4 july

Hey hey~ Finally i waited till this days..
Chalet~ Wooot!! Muahahahaha....
Actually nothing much special about this chalet..
Overall it's okay.. The only girl at 1st..
After that at night jiajia & jacky came too..
1st night was.. errm.. funny?
Calvin drunk till very jia lak la..
keep drinking.. A lot okay?!?!?!
How poor thing.. after he KO..
HE VOMITED ALOT!!!
Some more those 'things' looks more like...
Red Bean Soup.. & Shark Fin..
LoL.. Daddy & i was like dii siao-ing pple..
Asking them who want to eat Redbeansoup..
Haha.. Took pics too.. Damn funny..
Well i did drink.. alot too.. at 1st wont KO de..
den me damn stupid lor.. Gone emo..
go add on drink 2 bottles.. thought of sad things.
i just felt dizzy, lied down, i cried..
No one notice it until daddy wake me up..
Seeing my face flowing with tears..
Everyone was shock.. ehh.. i'm still awake actually..
just that abit of headache, walk S shape only..
Haha, by right i was drunk..
Well things happens.. no matter what...
i need to thank daddy n aireil*ps duno how spell*..
for caring about me so much.. ><
They was there when i most needed pple to care for.
Thanks! chinkiat too.. for the Hugs they gave me.
i know many things happened be coz of me..
Here my apologies.. I dun mean it..
It's just something hurting from inside.
Mmm.. nothing much happened after that..
Just sleepy, slept for a long time..
only the last day.. DAMN IT!!!
WHEN ALL THE PEOPLE GONE HOME..
I FOUND THAT MY MP3 WAS GONE..
Neither in my bad nor in the room!!
Some fuckers must have took it when i KO-ed.
NBCB LA!!! Very Expensive leh!!!
Kaobei, all my fault to bring it to the chalet.
Haiz.. too late liao la.. Gone le..
Dying someday, can't live without my music..

*pictures of chalet is still with daddy.*


Damn it la.. So.. i'm here to CURSE!!!
i CURSE that person who stole it will be..
Langa by car, break off his head,
let his brain juice flow out.
Separated organs and bodies.
Skin hanged on his house door.

Blog under maintainance

i'll not be blogging for 3 days as i'll be @ chalet..
Anything sms me.. Let me know..
Time to bring back my smile..
Hope they will..


Keeping my shattered pieces of heart in a box.

Erinyes.

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星たちは生まれてはまた死んで
永遠に同じこと繰り返す
次の日も次の世もまた次も
生まれては消えてゆく星たちよ

めぐりゆく時の流れに沿って
失った過去の中を生きてる
一寸の狂いなき光で
彷徨える旅人を照らすよ

私の力を見せましょう
とっても小さな力です
あなたの力と合わせたら
大きな力になりました

指と指重ね
隙間作らず
びったり手と手を合わせましょう
みんな輪になって
天を仰いで
平和の光を降ろしましょう

幾千も重なった歳月は
星たちの淡い夢さえ消した
読みかけのお伽話をとじて
夕暮れにランプ一つ灯そう

西向きの鎧戸をあけたら
忍び込む朽ち果てた夜の影
暗闇に昇る真紅の月
終わりなき始まりを告げるよ

あなたの怒りは誰のため
深い悲しみの洞窟にはびこる
心を巣食うもの
嘘と偽りの世界です

黄泉の言葉を
そっとつぶやいて
金と銀の雨降らせましょう
背中の勇気
少し飛ばして
贅沢な笑顔浮かべましょう

手と手つないで
心ひらいて
真昼の光を探しましょう
声と声重ね
息を合わせて
綺麗な響きを作ったら
私たちの星守りましょう

Post 301

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this is the 301st post in this blog.
long sad history lies on the path of different day.
till now no one has open the door for her.
all lights she see are just illusions.
what's left around her was only pitch darkness.
she has been locked up since young.
nobody has ever tried to save her.
only painted and darken her world.
soon she realized that she can only live in this world.
there is no other places for her to go to.
she kept everything to herself.
and does not have any chance to speak out to anyone.
only one she speaks to was her imaginary friend.
she have lost herself. the one with the brightest smile.
she did thought that in the real world.
there will be someone to save her.
but end up alone again. no one seems to understand her.
her swollen heart, deep aching wounds and scars.
all they know is only her outer self.
but not the inner one. the wounded one.
she have no idea how long more can she stay in the real world.
she did rather go back to where she was stuck at.
it might be happier compared to the real world.
she heart was broken once again in the real world.
blood tears just roll down her cheeks without crying out.
the aching pain of the heart has spread to whole of her body.
the new scar was born, fresh blood has bleed.
no one could save her now. it's too late.
nothing was left behind. only fresh red blood.